Mizu1993

I have a YouTube Channel and started to upload since the beginning of November. So far I have 97 episodes of Minecraft (Roguelike, Adventures and Dungeons), 8 episodes of Rain World, 8 episodes of Donkey Kong Country, which is completed and also Diddy's Kong Quest with 2 episodes so far. I also started to upload videos where you can see me and I'll talk about daily life and problems, which we all accure in our life, though my main content will be gaming. I want to build a community and make people happy with my videos. Also it is interesting to watch what happens I would be very happy if you would visit my channel and subscribe if you like my content.
www.youtube.com/channel/UCOCC7… or CrystalisCapricornius.

I have finally made a new YouTube Channel where I want to upload some let's plays. So far it is Minecraft and I can tell you, that modpack I am playing is super weird. If you are interested, please check it out. Though I'm a noob in Minecraft and that is the first time I record me playing something, so it might not be that perfect. But if you are bored and like games, check it out. I might plan to also record Nier:Automata (I played it already twice though, but I love it so much, also I get a 2B poster hopefully soon, I love her so much ^^") and maybe, just maybe, Rain World, in the future. And maybe some other games like.... Papers please, I love that game. Well anyways, here is the link to my channel: www.youtube.com/channel/UCOCC7…

So this is completely stupid. As some of you know, there is the new Devil May Cry 5 out since a few days. Of course I want to play it and try to find the best way. After thinking too long about it, I just bought it on Steam for over 70€. I had the chance to play it for one hour, unfortunately it is lagging a bit and the mouth synchro seems sometimes very much off. Back in the days, I was used to play on consoles, but things change when you have a baby. With an MSI, Intel Core i7, 16 GB RAM and GeFroce GTX 1060 I thought that I can run this game flawlessly, but nope. And I even bought a new controller for it...oh how stupid. So I returned the game today to Steam, saying that the game doesn't run smoothly and went off to the stores to check if they have the game for PS4. Of course eveything is sold out, I checked before in the Internet and it said it is sold out, but I had to convince myself to go to the store directly, and unfortunately the internet was right.

So I can only play if the baby is not here or if she is asleep.
With the Steam version it is easier to hide the game, since it has some cutscenes that children shouldn't watch. But as I said, it lagged a bit and the mouth synchro was off. And the laptop gets kinda loud, but she doesn't care much of that.

With the PS4 Version, I would have a physical copy, I don't know if it changes much though...maybe it does, maybe not. And with PS4 I never had the problem that a game is not running on it. But then I have the problem that I can really only play, when she is not here, since she is sleeping at the couch where the TV is, if she gets up really fast, which happens sometimes, she might see something? Also to get headphones and everything plugged in, where it should be, is a bit difficult to do because of our facilities.

I play Devil May Cry since I was 13 or something, I just played every game, read the novels and the manga, saw the Anime, it's just great, but now I have this "problem", first world problem.

What would you do in my situation? As a mom, I need to relax too, and I can only do that with games D:

I have Crohn disease since 15 years and again, I have inflammation since December 2017, so just a few weeks after my baby was born. I had to quit my medication because of pregnancy and breast feeding, but now, my inflammation is high and now I have to take medication again. I am in the hospital every 2 weeks and today the doctors were asking me: "Azathioprine or Cortison", I took Azathioprine and I hope it was the right choice. I have to start with Humira anyway again, which I am also not happy about it, since it hurts a lot. I had Cortison long time ago and I know what it did to me...something which isn't nice. But of course when I look at the side effects of Azathioprine.... it's also not nice. And I also still have to take care of a baby. In the worst case, I will be in the hospital for a very long time and operations. If I get a good case, I don't get any side effects and my inflammation gets better in a few month (which is still a long time if you already have problems since months). Haaah Crohn, can we be friends for once? No?