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I want to be alone
Sitting in the darknes and think of life
I can see all those shadows, which try to hurt me
But they can't do it, because I am already deep down

Also I feel so alone
But I don't want someone to be here
I just want to cry all the time
No one should see my precious tears which I cry for you

I just want to go back where I belong to
But I just can when everything is over
I wish I could just live in a peace place
Where no human can hurt me

I just want...to be alone
I won't have problems which I have to solve for others
Or which includes other people
which makes my heart crush again and again

I wish I could just live in this world alone
I don't need someone to cheer me up
because if someone does, I can be sure that this person is lying

Since the beginning we learnt that we have to act egoistical
How should I ever love this life?
Everything is based on lies and guns
Guns will show how we really deal...with blood that flows in us...just for a few moments

I never asked to be born
I never wanted to
But still you tell me that it was my fault
I am sorry, but please...let me alone for now
That is how I feel now. I wish I could feel better, but it's not...
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snugglyemo Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
And if you need to talk. I. AM. HERE.
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Mizu1993 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Professional General Artist
Ok, maybe I will write you tomorrow to rant more around xD Now I am tired, but I still don't go to bed xD
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snugglyemo Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
XD alright, you suond like all the guys I know.
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Mizu1993 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Professional General Artist
Why do I? But short form: I have problems with all my friends and family :/ And it's so much so explain :/
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snugglyemo Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Because they never sleep!!
And I know what you mean, you could try to focus on the good points of them and block the bad.
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Mizu1993 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Professional General Artist
The bad thing is....THERE IS NO GOOD POINT OF IT O_o xD
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snugglyemo Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Well for your family I guess I can see that, but what about your friends?
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Mizu1993 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Professional General Artist
I will write you in a note...
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snugglyemo Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
NYAA! I'm such a hypocrite!!! I get so into these kinda poems and agree with them, but I hate that they exist because that means people are in paaain! *cries* And I don't like it when people are hurt... nyaa...
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