Prussia X Reader ~ The Prussian Is Missing

You just sit there on the couch, thinking about the old times. You are alone in your apartment, which you share with your fiancé Gilbert Beilschmidt. The problem is, you didn't saw him since 1 month, so you have to sigh loud.

Gilbert looks in your eyes and smiles: "I will be soon back. I just need to think about myself...I have to find myself out there, without you. I am sorry, but don't worry to much". You quickly nod and you want to cry, but you decide to hold it back, so you make a fake smile and Gilbert kisses you quickly. He takes his bags and goes to the car. A few minutes later you see how he drives away

'Did he forgot me? I am not important for him? Did he found someone else?', you think and you want to cry, but you decide again to hold it back and swallow the sorrow. You grab your phone and look at it. No message, like always.

At the beginning of his journey, he sent you 5 messages per day, but after 2 weeks, you became only one message and then none. 'Did something happen?', you think to yourself and you look at Gilberts number.

Actually you want to call him, but you are too shy now and probably you will disturb him, you think. And you don't know where he is now. It could be that he is in France or Spain with the BTT.

You sigh again and try to switch off your mind, so you turn on the TV and just watching. But one hour later, it is advertisment now, you think again and quickly you start to cry, even if you didn't notice that first.

You take a tissue to whip your tears away and whisper: "Gilbert, where are you? I miss you idiot". You stand up and look out of the window. You see the sky, the trees and a few other houses. You even miss Gilbird sometimes.

You close your eyes and immediately you hear your phone is ringing. "Gilbert", you nearly scream, run to your phone and look at it. To your disappointment, it isn't Gilbert, it is Veneziano. You sigh and don't pick up. You couldn't talk to someone, because you didn't want that someone notice that you are crying now.

No one should now, how much you really miss the prussian and his bird. You turn off the TV and tries to calm down yourself.  

You feed Gilbird in the kitchen with some gingerbread and he eats it happily it. You smile at the bird and you know you can't give him the whole gingerbread, because it isn't good for the health of the bird, but he is always chirping for more. You smile at him and after a few pieces of the food you say to the bird: "No, Gilbird, it's not good for you"

You stroke his back and smile at him, meanwhile Gilbird is still chirping. Then you give the gingerbreads back to box. Gilbert comes to you and smiles at you. His bird is flying to his head and comfy himself there. You smile too and hug the prussian.

"___________ Ich liebe dich (I love you)", Gilbert says and you whisper back: "Ich liebe dich auch Gilbert (I love you too Gilbert)". You snuggle to him and then he asks: "__________, do you want to marry the awesome me?"

You stare in his red eyes, screams and jumps on him. Then you say: "You really mean it serious?". He nods and you answer: "Of course I want to marry you" "That's awesome", he responses and takes a iron cross from his pocket out and slings it on your neck. You smile and say: "Thanks, it's so beautiful"

You start to cry again,  because of this feelings. 3 weeks after that sentence, he said he need to find himself. You look at your iron cross and hold it in your hand. Then you couldn't take it anymore, so you grab your phone and select his number. You look at the number and notice that you shake a bit.

You sigh and just call him. You close your eyes and wait, meanwhile your heart is pounding hard against your chest. "________, what's wrong?", you hear your fiancé through the phone, so he really picked up.

You say shyly: "Uhm....When do you come back? I...I really miss you". You whip your new tears away. The prussian laughs: "Kesesesesesese, actually that's a suprise when I come back, but I will be at home in 10 minutes if you want to know"

You couldn't believe what you heard. 10 minutes? So you ask him: "Really? You are here in 10 minutes?" "Yes Frau, see you soon", he says and with that he hangs up. You are a bit shocked now, but immediately you notice that your face and your eyes are red from your crying.

So you decide to run into the bathroom and tries to dissapear the red spots on your face. A few minutes later you hear that someone opens the door. 'Is he really here?', you ask yourself. You run to the front door and see the prussian.

Immediately you hug him. He smiles and looks at your face, then he starts: "Did you cried?". You only nod and snuggle to him. Gilbert sighs and hugs you. Then you hear Gilbird, who is chirping happily and flies to your head and sits down there.

You smile and sob. Gilbert sits down with you on the couch and calms you down. Then he frenches you and you snuggles more to him, meanwhile he is telling you stories from his trip. You laces your fingers with his and smile. "Now I am happy again", you whisper and gaze in his beautiful eyes.