You are lying in your bed and thinking how awesome it would be, to live with the characters from Hetalia. Then you sigh. You know you have to go back to sleep, but you can't, because you feel that you have to cry. So you feel tears down your cheeks, not knowing, why you have to cry.
It's like your head is giving the answer right know and you whisper: "Prussia, I love you". You stand up from your bed, grab a tissue and whip your tears away with it. You sob and slowly you move to your window to stare outside and thinking about your unnecessary life. "Why can't you be real?", you whisper, while you sob and cry further.
"Why can't make god my wish come true, only this time, please?!", you say, but nothing happened. Then you decide to go back in your bed, grab the iron cross, that you bought a few weeks ago and think again about your crush until you fall asleep.
You notice you are surrounded by darkness. You can't see anything, only a light, which is a few meters away from you. You start to move and on the way to the light, you feel that two arms wrap around your body. You shiver a little and then you hear a voice: "Did you missed me?"
You think about it, could it be really the prussian. He turns around your body and you see his crimson eyes and his figure in the shine of the light. "Prussia", you whisper and he presses you to his body. You close your eyes while he strokes your hair.
After a while you ask him: "Do you know why there is a light?" "No, but we should look", he says and smirks. Then he grabs your hand and you go hand in hand with him to the light.
After a while you are there and notice a chair. You nearly scream: "It's busby chair! Why is it here?". You look to the prussian and he shrugs. You admit: "England told me, the one who sit in this chair, will be cursed...Maybe I should try?" "No way ________, I actually don't believe this story, but I don't think that it will be a good idea. Come on", he says and grabs your wrist.
He pulls you further, again in the darkness. You explain him then: "Actually I don't like the darkness so much. I never know what will happen". Gilbert smirks and hugs you. Then he whispers: "I'm here, nothing will happen to you" "R-Really?", you stutter.
Then you notice something...something weird. The whole aura of this 'room' changes immediately. You look around and notice that Gilbert acting nervously. "What's happened?", you ask him. A few seconds later you see, that he is holding a sword in his hands. He pulls you behind his back.
Only 2 seconds later you see 'The Thing' or 'Steve' from HetaOni. You scream, but Prussia smirks and attacks him. You couldn't look, so you closed your eyes and decide to wait. 5 minutes later, Gilbert won this fight and 'Steve' was gone. The prussian goes to you and whispers soft in your ear: "I defeated that thing. Now it's everything alright"
You feel a bit dizzy. "Is it really gone?", you ask him and he nods. "Let's go", he says. So you and him go further. Then you notice a hallway. There are candles on the wall, so you can see a little bit more than before. You walk a few steps, but then...immediately Prussia disappears...somehow.
You scream and hug yourself: "Don't leave me. I'm scared alone". Then you hear noises, strange and creepy noises. You run as fast as you can. 20 meters further, the noises were gone and you see him....Prussia. But, there is a bed, a huge one and he is lying in the bed.
You slowly go to him and sit down on the bed. Again you notice that the aura changes, but it is so different from the other feelings before. It's so strange. Gilbert is lying half naked on the bed, his hands are bound with handcuffs and beside him, there are medicaments.
"W-What's going on?", you ask him and he smirks and replies: "Release me from these handcuffs and I will show you". You look at him and whisper: "Where is the key?". He stares at you in a sexy way and whispers back: "There is no key, you have to solve it without a key frau"
That makes you confused. Actually he is so sexy in this moment, but you have to be carefully. Probably he wants that you lose your mind now, why else is he looking at you that way. "Come on ________, I know you can do it", he says and stares in your eyes further. You have to stare back in his eyes and then you kiss him.
He kisses you back and slids his tongue in your mouth. How could you ever resist him? Your mind tries to switch off, but you know, that you need your mind. You feel your hands wandering to his chest and fondle him there. After he breaks this kiss, he licks over his lips.
You ask him: "Did you take this pills beside you?". He shakes his head and answers: "They are for you" "What?", you response. Gilbert looks at you curious and says: "Maybe if you take them, I will be release from this handcuffs and then I can take you"
You blush really bad and you feel the heat on your cheeks. You look at the 'medicine' packaging, but there is no description to them. You explain to him and shiver a little: "I can't take them" "Why not?", he says in a bit angry tone. You sigh and answer: "I don't know what they will do with me"
The prussian smirks at you and says: "It will makes you to stay with the Awesome Me forever and wherever you want. You could leave your world and start a new life with me and West and the others. It was exactly that what you wished for". You look at him in disbelief, but his eyes told you, he was saying the truth.
You take one of these pills in your hand and grab the glas of water, which is standing beside the bed. Then you put the pill in your mouth and swallow it down with the water. You look at Gilbert, who is smirking. You grin a bit too. Then you and Gilbert notice that the handcuffs disappears and he hugs you tight.
You close your eyes and enjoy his hug. He whispers in your ear: "Where do you want to go first with the Awesome Me?" "I want to be with you and Germany in one house and live with the others in one world. We should buy a dog and after a few month I want to marry you and have children", you say and snuggle to him, while your eyes are still closed. "Ok", he says and then you feel dizzy again and faint.
You woke up and look around you. It feels so different now and it's not your bed. You look beside you, where the prussian is still sleeping. You stand up and look outside. There is Gilbird, so you open the window and let him in.
"Hi Gilbird", you whisper to the bird and he is chirping. You pet his head and look at the bird. Then you hear a noise from outside. "Is Germany a few meters away from me?", you whisper. You go to the door with Gilbird and open it. You see Ludwig in jeans and a shirt. "Who ar--", he starts, but you cut him off, hug him and scream: "LUDWIG"
Then Gilbert woke up and looks at you and his younger brother. Ludwig asks him: "Hey Bruder, wer ist dieses Mädchen?" (Hey, brother, who is this girl?). Gilbert laughs and answers: "Kesesesese~ She is mein awesome girlfriend". Then you look at Gilbert, run to him and jump in the bed, to hug him really tight. You nearly shout: "I love you" "I love you too frau", Gilbert whispers and giggles.
For the first time in your life, you are really happy now and Gilbird is chirping around exciting. Then you hug Gilbird and kiss Gilbert passionately.