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You sit in the bathroom, only wearing a towel around your body. Beside you is your mobile phone and a razor. You often went to a psychiatrist, but you always feel so depressed. Actually, your main problem is the Bad Touch Trio. You love them, more then the whole world.

You sob and cry in your bathroom, you locked the door and with teary eyes you look at the razor. Now you wish is to scream out their name and say them, that you love them. You take your mobile phone and you notice that your body begins to shiver.

You whisper to yourself: *Now or never, probably they will hate me, but i have nothing to lose. I have only these boys and now i will lose them...probably*. So you type in your phone: "Before I go, I just wanted to say, I love you".

You cry further and think about to send the message to Gilbert, Francis and Antonio. "I shouldn't care", you whisper and press on the 'send' button. Your heart race and you take the razor and watch at the blades.

"MY AWESOME PHONE WANTS TO TELL ME A MESSAGE", Gilbert shouts in the apartment of the BTT. "Mine too", Antonio answers him and at the same time, Gilbert, Francis and Antonio reading the message.

"Chica loves me...But what the hell those the chica mean with 'Before I go..', amigos?", the spaniard wants to know. "Did ma belle said about to fly away or something...Ah she loves me too ^^ Mon amour m'aime", Francis says, but Gilbert shakes his head and admits: "Kesesesese~ She loves the awesome me too, but I don't you guys think what I think?"

"Hm", Francis and Antonio mumbles. Gilbert explains to them: "We know that she often went to a psychiatrist. Maybe...[Name] want to kill herself. Damn, we know her since 5 years". Gilbert takes his keys and screams: "Don't you two want to come with me?".

Immediately Francis and Antonio stands up and the BTT run to their car. Gilbert starts the car and drives to your apartment.

"They didn't send me a message back, none of them...I knew it", you say to yourself and sigh. You take the razor and cut in your arm. You watch your blood running out of your body. You begin to love this color of your own blood.

You put the razor on your veins and look at them. *I'm scared, but I have to do this*, your mind says to you. So you try to switch off your feelings and cut in your veins. You sigh and lay down on the red carpet on your bathroom. So you close your eyes and decide that the last thoughts of your life would be the BTT.


Gilbert parks his car infront of the house, where your apartment is. He sighs and the BTT jump out of the car and run to your apartment. Francis tries to opens the door, but it's locked. "Do you think the belle femme drive away?". Antonio watches at Gilbert, who opens the door with his violence.

"Ok, now we learnt to open doors, if they are locked", Antonio says. "In this situation, you have to do this, Antonio", Gilbert replies. "[Name]", all three shouts. You hear them, but very quiet. You couldn't move, you just want to leave this place.

Then Gilbert opens the bathroom with his method to open locked door. The three guys see you lying on the carpet. Beside you they see the razor and a few centimetres away your phone. Actually they are in shock, but they know, they have to do something.

"Damn, Antonio, call the ambulance", Francis shouts to Antonio. so he grabs his phone and call them. *Are they really here?*, you think, but you couldnt even move a finger of you. Gilbert and Francis go to you and they sit down.

Gilbert takes your body and lays down your head on his knees. You gasp a little. Francis looks at your wounds and whispers: "They are so deep. Why did she do this? Mademoiselle" "I don't know", Gilbert whispers back. He feels tears, so he put down his head and his tears drops on your skin.

Antonio says and sobs: "In a few minutes the ambulance is here". Francis nods and all waiting for them. Gilbert strokes your cheeks and whispers: "I don't want that you die, frau". Francis sobs and hugs you. Antonio goes to you and gives you a kiss on your cheeks and whispers: "We love you"

After a few seconds the ambulance arrives and the paramedics brings you to the ambulancecar. The BTT drive behind the ambulance. In the hospital the doctors try to save you and they need a hour to do their bests. After that, they bring you in a room and the BTT  go behind the nurses until the nurses leave you in a room and the BTT swear to themselfes, to wait until you will wake up.......

A few hours later you open your eyes and immediately all of them recognize that you are awake...finally. You look at the watch and notice it's 11.23 pm. "How are you feeling, Mademoiselle?", Francis asks you. "Why I'm still here? Why are you here? Where am I?", you ask back. "If she has so many question, she is ok, i think so, Francis", Gilbert answers.

Antonio grabs your hand and whispers: "Calm down, chica. You are in hospital and we found you in the bathroom. Why did you want to kill yourself?". You start crying and sob: "You hate me, I love you, all of you". Gilbert try to explains: "We love you too and you don't have to choose, you can have us three" "She can?", Francis asks.

Antonio hit him slightly on his head. "Of course she can", Antonio replies. You smirk and whisper: "You are so cute, guys. But don't you hate me, because I love you all?" "No way, we could never hate you", Antonio says to you.

You smirk again and want to hug them, but you notice that you are tethered on many machines. You sigh and Gilbert hugs you and kiss you, then the same do Francis and at least Antonio. They all say at the same time: "[Name], I love you". You always wished that and you reply: "I love you so much, guys".
I hope you like it, i know it's a bit dramatic, but i love drama :P

i do not own the characters and hetalia
only the story came from my mind
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AJC12 Featured By Owner Edited Jan 8, 2016  New Deviant
So....the reader tried to kill herself because she couldn't choose between the three of them? Dramatic much....
HetaliaLove10 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015
This isn't dramatic, its awesome and cute
Sk8rchic2000 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
She can???

animefluttershyluna Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I love drama
lilkirby8899 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Danisnotonfire: FEELS the feels Squeal! 
GamerGirl0002 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Danisnotonfire: FEELS 
SageXEyelessJack Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014
the feels Marluxia Faint 
GamerGirl0002 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
ha ha
SageXEyelessJack Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014
GamerGirl0002 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Student Digital Artist
NatureTune Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Student General Artist
This is not even a Love Triangle... this is HaremSweating a little...

It was nice to read :)
LullabySkyX Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
That was kawaii!!!
TheAnimeNerdTurtle Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Well done.
Very well done.
:clap: :tinyhappyclapwithbounce: +plz :jumpingjacks: 
Koete1995 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014
Lovemerightnow Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Gotta catch 'em all!FREE POKEBALL AVATAR Especially boys ohohohou~
BlueMew101 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Student General Artist
;-; that was beautiful....
pktcat Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2014  Student Artist

Oh Yay! I caught them all!

But seriously, they're sharing? Hurray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



AlfredJones13 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2014
Pokemon reference
kjxyz1234-gmail Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2013
Love the story but is tht little blue thing by the pic of the BTT's trying to eat them or something
MarioFanfiction Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Why can' tI reach them?!!!!
SilentGirl888 Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I feel really heartless because I wasn't crying……… maybe it's because of the cheesecake I'm eating
pktcat Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2014  Student Artist

Don't worry bro, you're not heartless.

I didn't cry either, and I fall for anything with a sad backstory in 5 seconds XD.

Once I fangirled over one of my own characters for like, a week.

Nordicgurl4ever Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
When I got to the part when I tried to kill myself, this is me -------> :iconwhatplz:
MelissaDrowned Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
When i got to the veins part I looked away and scrolled down have a fear of blood and things about the body I am such a loser. :iconemocornerplz:
lorienstarlight Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I don't think putting suicide or suicidal characters in stories as a plot device is advisable. Unless you, yourself (or possibly a close friend) has been there, I think it's a bad idea. It tends to trivialize the experiences of those who actually DO go through things like this, and it can be harmful if you're not very, very careful.
DoggLOVER456 Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013
InsaneObsession Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2013
"You put the razor on your vein-"

*stops reading* *scrolls to the bottom of the page*
...Sorry I have a phobia of veins, and I am twitching already.
FUCK YOU PHOBIA! :icononiontantrumplz:
3771 Featured By Owner May 4, 2013
ResidentEvilHetalia Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013  Student General Artist
HetaliaLuvsMeForever Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2013  Student General Artist
So cute!!
xxVoca-taliaxx Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
So many FEELS (nice story, by the way) :)
DeadEyedDemon Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Student General Artist
KibbyArt99 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Mizu1993 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Professional General Artist
These comments from you all make me happy :)
AlexisRainbowKitten Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I cried.... This was perfect
Lakaka99 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
Yay! My BTT loves me back! Yes the BTT is mine!
Candygirl2366 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013  Student General Artist
Sorry but Antonio is mine, you can have the other 2 ^_^ x
Lakaka99 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
But I'm married to the three of them! :iconcutepoutplz:
Candygirl2366 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Student General Artist
Well I can do what my friend did on Sims which was make you break up with the person after making them cheat on you, if that is the case I have already smexed him, bet he didn't tell you ;) Xxx
Lakaka99 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
Oh, but I already found 7 people who were with Toni, 9 with Gil, and 3 with Francis. I don't really care for it. I cheat on them with 2p!Canada anyways, and they know.
Candygirl2366 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student General Artist
Oh lol xxx
Lakaka99 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013
Candygirl2366 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student General Artist
but dw I cheat on him with 2P Italy and Sebastian from black butler so :/ xxx
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Acro111 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student General Artist
this is amazing
Via-Igarashi Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
at first i was like

Me: OUU!!! a story with the bad touch trio? WAIT! Suicidal reader?!? LOLMUSTREAD!

then i wus like

Me: :icondramaticplz: :iconsobbingplz:

And then

Me: .....:iconherpderpplz: dafuq did i just read?
ShinaNyan Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
:iconohmaiplz: But! It was :icongplz: :iconrplz: :iconeplz: :iconaplz: :icontplz: !!!
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